Justifying my Earlier Decision…and this time it’s Final…

July 16th, 2006 by alexkoekimhoe

Babyface - Nobody Knows It But Me

Yeah
Wish I told her how I feel
Maybe she’d be here right now
But instead

I pretend that I’m glad you went away
These four walls close in more everyday
And I’m dying inside
And nobody knows it but me

Like a clown I put on a show
The pain is real even if nobody knows
Now I’m cryin’ inside
And nobody knows it but me

Why didn’t I say
The things I needed to say
How could I let my angel get away
Now my world is just a-tumblin’ down
I can see it so clearly
But you’re nowhere around

The nights are lonely
The days are so sad
And I just keep thinkin’ about
The love that we had
And I’m missin’ you
And nobody knows it but me

I carry a smile when I’m broken in two
Now I’m nobody without someone like you
I’m tremblin’ inside, and nobody knows it but me
I lie awake, its a quarter past three
I’m screamin’ at night
As if I thought you’d hear me
Yeah my heart is callin’ you
And nobody knows it but me

How blue can I get
You could ask my heart
But like a jigsaw puzzle its been torn all apart
A million words couldn’t say just how I feel
A million years from now you know I’ll be lovin’ you still

The nights are lonely [nights are lonely]
The days are so sad [oh so sad]
And I just keep thinkin’ about
The love that we had
And I’m missin’ you
And nobody knows it but me

Tomorrow morning I’ll hit the dusty road
Gonna find you wherever, ever you might go
I’m gonna unload my heart
And hope you come back to me

[Said when the nights are lonely...]
The nights are lonely
[since you've been gone away]
The days are so sad
[and I've been missing you baby]
And I just keep thinkin’ about
The love that we had
[I always thought you'd be right by my side]
And I’m missin’ you
[yeah]
And nobody knows it but me
[Nobody knows it. No. Nobody but me.]

The nights are lonely
The days are so sad
And I just keep thinkin’ about
The love that we had
And I’m missin’ you
And nobody knows it but me

A Duet that was totally, way unexpected…but memorable…

July 2nd, 2006 by alexkoekimhoe

A Duet that was totally, way unexpected…but memorable…

I’ll Never Break Your Heart

Spoken:
Baby I know you are hurting
Right now you feel like you could never love again
Now all I ask is for a chance
To prove that I love you


From the first day
That I saw your smiling face
Honey, I knew that we would be together forever (ohhh)
When I asked you out
You said no, but I found out
Darling that you’d been hurt
You felt that you’d never love again

I deserve a try honey just once
Give me a chance and I’ll prove this all wrong
You walked in, you were so quick to judge
But honey he’s nothing like me


Chorus:

I’ll never break your heart (I’ll never break your heart)
I’ll never make you cry (I never wanna see you cry)
(baby no, no)
I’d rather die than live without you (live without you)
I’ll give you all of me (give you all of me)
Honey, that’s no lie
(2x)

As time goes by
You will get to know me
A little more better
Girl that’s the way love goes (baby, baby) (ohhh)
And I (ohhh) (I) know you’re afraid (know your’re afraid)
To let your feelings show (feelings show)
And I understand
But girl it’s time to let go
It’s time to let go, because

I deserve a try honey just once
Give me chance and I’ll prove this all wrong
You walked in, you were so quick to judge (quick to judge)
But honey he’s nothing like me
Darling why can’t you see


Chorus:
I’ll never break your heart
I’ll never make you cry (make you cry) (I’ll never make you cry)
I’d rather die than live without you (I’d rather die) (die)
I’ll give you all of me (than live with out you girl) (than live)
Honey, that’s no lie (baby) (I’ll never break your heart)
(2x)

Bridge:
No way (no way girl) no how
I’ll make you cry (make you cry) (ahhh)
No way (you cry )no how (I say no how)
I’ll make you cry (ahhh)


Chorus:

I’ll never break your heart (I would never do that to you)
I’ll never make you cry
(Oh just give me a chance I love you girl)
I’d rather die than live without you (ahh, ohhh)
I’ll give you all of me (I will give you the world)
Honey, that’s no lie (you are my doll)

I’ll never break your heart (I’ll never, I’ll never, I’ll never)
I’ll never make you cry
I’d rather die, than live without you (honey, I’ll never)
I’ll give you all of me (Ohh, I miss you, I want you, I need you)
Honey, that’s no lie

I’ll never break your heart
I’ll never make you cry (Oh, honey I’ll never)
I’d rather die than live without you
I’ll give you all of me
Honey, that’s no lie


(Chorus to fade)

p/s:- hmmm…couldn’t change d headline fonts…

It’s all about confidence…

April 21st, 2006 by alexkoekimhoe

Teddy Geiger - For You I Will (Confidence)

Alright (Yeah, Yeah)

wandering the streets in a world underneath it all
But nothing seems to be
Nothing tastes as sweet as what I can’t have
Like you and the way that you’re twisting your hair round your finger
Tonight I’m not afraid to tell you
What I feel about you

Oh I’m gonna muster every ounce of confidence I have
And cannonball into the water
I’m gonna muster every ounce of confidence I have
For you I will, for you I will

Forgive me if I st-stutter
From all of the clutter in my head
Cause I could fall asleep in those eyes
Like a water bed
Do I seem familiar
I’ve crossed you in hallways a thousand times
No more camouflage
I want to be exposed
And not be afraid to fall

Oh I’m gonna muster every ounce of confidence I have
And cannonball into the water
I’m gonna muster every ounce of confidence I have
For you I will
You always want what you can’t have
But I’ve got to try
I’m gonna muster every ounce of confidence I have
For you I will, for you I will, for you I will, for you…

If I could dim the lights in the mall
And create a mood yea, I would
Shout out your name so it echoes in every room yea

That’s what I’d do
That’s what I’d do
To get through to you yeah

Oh I’m gonna muster every ounce of confidence I have
And cannonball into the water
I’m gonna muster every ounce of confidence I have
For you I will
You always want what you can’t have
But I’ve got to try
I’m gonna muster every ounce of confidence I have
For you I will, for you I will, for you I will, for you i will…

Fort Minor-Where’d You Go…tis is d best song from them so far…even better than ‘Remember the Name’

April 17th, 2006 by alexkoekimhoe

Fort

 

Minor

– Where’d You Go

Where’d you go?
I miss you so,
Seems like it’s been forever,
That you’ve been gone.

She said "Some days I feel like shit,
Some days I wanna quit, and just be normal for a bit,"
I don’t understand why you have to always be gone,
I get along but the trips always feel so long,
And, I find myself trying to stay by the phone,
‘Cause your voice always helps me to not feel so alone,
But I feel like an idiot, workin’ my day around the call,
But when I pick up I don’t have much to say,
So, I want you to know it’s a little f**ked up,
That I’m stuck here waitin’, at times debatin’,
Tellin’ you that I’ve had it with you and your career,
Me and the rest of the family here singing "Where’d you go?"

I miss you so,
Seems like it’s been forever,
That you’ve been gone.
Where’d you go?
I miss you so,
Seems like it’s been forever,
That you’ve been gone,
Please come back home…

You know the place where you used to live,
Used to barbeque up burgers and ribs,
Used to have a little party every Halloween with candy by the pile,
But now, you only stop by every once in a while,
Shit, I find myself just fillin’ my time,
With anything to keep the thought of you from my mind,
I’m doin’ fine, I plan to keep it that way,
You can call me if you find you have somethin’ to say,
And I’ll tell you, I want you to know it’s a little f**ked up,
That I’m stuck here waitin’, at times debatin’,
Tellin’ you that I’ve had it with you and your career,
Me and the rest of the family here singing "Where’d you go?"

I miss you so,
Seems like it’s been forever,
That you’ve been gone.
Where’d you go?
I miss you so,
Seems like it’s been forever,
That you’ve been gone,
Please come back home…

I want you to know it’s a little f**ked up,
That I’m stuck here waitin’, no longer debatin’,
Tired of sittin’ and hatin’ and makin’ these excuses,
For why you’re not around, and feeling so useless,
It seems one thing has been true all along,
You don’t really know what you got ’til it’s gone,
I guess I’ve had it with you and your career,
When you come back I won’t be here and you can sing it…

Where’d you go?
I miss you so,
Seems like it’s been forever,
That you’ve been gone.
Where’d you go?
I miss you so,
Seems like it’s been forever,
That you’ve been gone,
Please come back home…
Please come back home…
Please come back home…
Please come back home…
Please come back home…

Daniel Powter-Bad Day…Theme Song for American Idol finalists getting kicked out??

April 17th, 2006 by alexkoekimhoe

Daniel Powter – Bad Day

Where is the moment we needed the most
You kick up the leaves and the magic is lost
They tell me your blue skies fade to grey
They tell me your passion’s gone away
And I don’t need no carryin’ on

You stand in the line just to hit a new low
You’re faking a smile with the coffee to go
You tell me your life’s been way off line
You’re falling to pieces everytime
And I don’t need no carryin’ on

Cause you had a bad day
You’re taking one down
You sing a sad song just to turn it around
You say you don’t know
You tell me don’t lie
You work at a smile and you go for a ride
You had a bad day
The camera don’t lie
You’re coming back down and you really don’t mind
You had a bad day
You had a bad day

Well you need a blue sky holiday
The point is they laugh at what you say
And I don’t need no carryin’ on

You had a bad day
You’re taking one down
You sing a sad song just to turn it around
You say you don’t know
You tell me don’t lie
You work at a smile and you go for a ride
You had a bad day
The camera don’t lie
You’re coming back down and you really don’t mind
You had a bad day

(Oh..

Holiday

..)

Sometimes the system goes on the blink
And the whole thing turns out wrong
You might not make it back and you know
That you could be well oh that strong
And I’m not wrong

So where is the passion when you need it the most
Oh you and I
You kick up the leaves and the magic is lost

Cause you had a bad day
You’re taking one down
You sing a sad song just to turn it around
You say you don’t know
You tell me don’t lie
You work at a smile and you go for a ride
You had a bad day
You’ve seen what you like
And how does it feel one more time
You had a bad day ohhh
You had a bad day

Had a bad day ohhh yea yea yea yea
Had a bad day ohhhhh oh yea
Had a bad day ahhhhhh lalala
Had a bad day ahhhhhh oh yea

Goodbye my ‘Wallet’, Goodbye my friend…I’m so Hollow baby…by James Bland…

April 10th, 2006 by alexkoekimhoe

Goodbye my ‘Wallet’…by James Bland

Goodbye my wallet,

Goodbye my friend,

You have been the one,

You have been the one for me,                                                   

Goodbye my wallet,

Goodbye my ic,

So is my license,

So no point of driving,

I’m so hollow baby, I’m so hollow,

I’m so…I’m so… so hollow,

I’m so hollow baby, I’m so hollow,

I’m so…I’m so…so hollow…

p/s:- it’s meant to b a joke…not making fun of d real song…coz i love d song…

IMU Ball 2006 at J.W Marriott Hotel

April 6th, 2006 by alexkoekimhoe

What an experience it was to go for my 1st prom nite… I’m jus amazed by how grand d ball was…d lobby, d escalator down to d foyer from 3 floors high, d huge ball room, d dinner (though not enuf), d great performances n of course….d guys n girls who dressed awesomely n stunningly handsome n beautiful…

yeah… well, going in a gang is real fun; c how tien highlight his hair n d girls putting makeup (or being put makeup by d artists before d journey started from vista, then at d ball; wif all d crazy jokes at d dinner table, taking photos together in different poses, watching d comical video about life in IMU, etc….

but too bad I didn’t go n get a partner to go with… probably not brave enuf to ask, n worse still, I can’t drive d girl to d ball… haih…as if I’m tat lucky…anyway, there were good n fun times at d ball, but I guess there was tat ‘special’ moment missing… a memory to savour for life, but its something tat’s very unlikely to happen except in dreamland… til d next ball…

here’s some d best pics from d ball :-

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Me, Darren, Tien n Jian

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Me n leng chai Darren

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Me n blue Tien

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Me n gangster Jian

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Me n ying Wei Meng

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Me n cool Edmond

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Me n pretty Voon Yuen

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Me n outgoing Sue Choo

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Me n tall n gerrard loving Hui Ming

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Me n sweet Kah Yee

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Me n druid-like Hazel

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N finally, my one n only solo pic…for now… cool…

Aftermath of P106 orientation

March 1st, 2006 by alexkoekimhoe

Wow, what an amazing week for the seniors of P105 and juniors of P106… It was really really fun and a joy to watch how happy the juniors were when they perform during the MTV Video and cross-dressing day, when they go around IMU, from the auditorium to LT1 to atrium and to the canteen and when they played the treasure hunt games, detective game and telematch prepared by Sue Choo and Wee Yeaw. IMU was quite noisy in a good way because everyone can listen to all the 10 groups cheering away for signatures, entertaining the seniors and for motivation of the groups’ teamwork and spirit. Although IMU is under renovation and most of the places are restricted and hinder the possibility of more enjoyment for the juniors (like cheering from the atrium to the top floor, running around where everybody can see them, etc…), it is quite clear on how the groups’ showed sheer joy and excitement throughout the orientation week.

I’m just glad to know that most of the juniors had a very wonderful orientation and wished the orientation could continue, but I’m sure they will enjoy it again once the BPharm juniors come and when they do their own orientation for the P107 juniors. As for all the seniors and committee members, we really hoped that the juniors will cherish all those wonderful memories and experience, because orientation is just the start of uni life, and they may not experience it again… And hope if anything went wrong during the orientation week (some seniors treat the juniors harshly, strict when getting signatures and asked to do silly stuff by the seniors), hope they do not take it hard…anyway they can do the same next year…haha… For me, now is the start of my studies…got lots to catch up because have been enjoying and dreaming too long. Of course I’ll take time to relax oso lar… and overall, uni life is jus fun fun fun…

A “Perfect Situation” I Had To Let Go For Being “Far Away”

February 14th, 2006 by alexkoekimhoe

My Two Favourite Songs Of The Year So Far…as how life is now…

Weezer-Perfect Situation

What’s the deal with my brain?
Why am I so obviously insane?
In a perfect situation
I led love down the drain

There’s the pitch, slow and straight
All I have to do is swing and I’m a hero
But I’m a zero

Hungry nights once again
Now it’s getting unbelievable
Cause I could not have it better
But I just can’t get no play

From the girls all around
As they search the night
For someone to hold on to
And just pass through

Singin’
Oh-oh
Oh-oh

Get your hands off the girl
Can’t you see that she belongs to me?
And I don’t appreciate this
Excess company

Though I can’t satisfy
All the needs she has
And so she starts to wander
Can you blame her?

Singin’
Oh-oh
Oh-oh

Tell me there’s a logic out there
Leading me to better prepare
For the day that something really special might come

Tell me there’s some hope for me
I don’t want to be lonely
For the rest of my days on the earth

Oh-oh
Oh-oh

Singin’
Oh-oh
Oh-oh

Nickelback – Far Away

This time, This place
Misused, Mistakes
Too long, Too late
Who was I to make you wait
Just one chance
Just one breath
Just in case there’s just one left
‘Cause you know,
you know, you know

That I love you
I have loved you all along
And I miss you
Been far away for far too long
I keep dreaming you’ll be with me
and you’ll never go
Stop breathing if
I don’t see you anymore


On my knees, I’ll ask
Last chance for one last dance
‘Cause with you, I’d withstand
All of hell to hold your hand
I’d give it all
I’d give for us
Give anything but I won’t give up
‘Cause you know,
you know, you know

That I love you
I have loved you all along
And I miss you
Been far away for far too long
I keep dreaming you’ll be with me
and you’ll never go
Stop breathing if
I don’t see you anymore


So far away, so far away
Been far away for far too long
So far away, so far away
Been far away for far too long
But you know, you know, you know


I wanted
I wanted you to stay
‘Cause I needed
I need to hear you say
That I love you
I have loved you all along
And I forgive you
For being away for far too long
So keep breathing
‘Cause I’m not leaving
Hold on to me and
never let me go